Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts
Showing posts with label friends. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008 is going to END !!! xD

Wow, its been a eventful 2008; filled with joyfulness and bitterness for me. One of the high points of the year 2008 was having friends like Aaron Tam, Sherene Jawing,  Jason lee Chun Jon, Daniel Sim, Abigail Sim, Vincent Lee, Philip Tan, Johnathan, Wee Xiying, Abigail Sim, Wan Si, Elaine Voon and many more Christian Fellowship members. 

Studies however wasn't that great,  it was mediocre only; studied half heartedly and it wasn't that great and all since i focused on my assignments rather then my finals... i was also lazy too back then *and i am still lazy* . Personally i do not know why I'm like this... I thank God for the good things that he have given me such as my result, knowing well that i didn't study much but with HIS grace, miracles can happen.

The other high points for the year 2008 was that i was saved in Easter *it would be a another moment for me to remember*; By a chance of chatting with My future Ministry Leader Mr. Kenny Chew Phye Ken with my course mate Michael Yao Kah Sheng in SASS. Mr. Kenny invited me to the Tony Anthony talk and i accepted Christ in that talk. He have been a father figure in my Christian life as a i grow daily and he is the source where i sometimes share my secrets or i just let go some of my frustration to him and he listen to all of my weird stories and advise me what to do and I'm forever grateful for that. Although i at times do not listen to the advise =P

One of the many high would be having many friends in Church & College, all are dear to me.  another high would be my friend brought his girlfriend which is truly amazing to me as i don't think she would come but she came anyways *praise god for that*.

Another high would be helping out in the Combined Christmas Carnival and also celebrating Christmas after my baptism on December 21 *it would be a special occasion for me to remember* ; it was an eventful event  where many people of skin and race were bargaining and looking for cheaper deals in the Cottage Sale *Yard Sale actually but want to have a high class name?? ^ ^* Many stuff were sold but there was left over and the churches finally let it go for free for people to take. 

many good stuff have been said, 

The year 2008 was also a hard time for me as controversy sworn into the ministry because of me and a fellow ministry  which was both of our fault; no one is right nor wrong in this whole incident. The thing took alot of toll on the team and also Mr Kenny as he have  to settle this; fortunately it was settled in an amicable circumstances.


and to end this BLOGPOST; i will apologize to all of my friends for any wrongdoings that i have committed in the year 2008 and i beg for forgiveness if i offend anyone in this year. Many thanks for the people that have been a blessing to me such as Mr. Kenny, Ms. Yoke Kheng, Pastor Chris, Mr. Ho Hok Seng **i hope i got it right**, Mr. Kevin, Sahaya, The Yong Family, Aaron Tam, XiYing, Chung En, Hui En and many more that have helped me.


                           May You All Have A Blessed 2009 !!!!!!

Monday, December 08, 2008

Issues

Life's pretty much screwed up...

Life's is a pain in the *** at times but u preserve through it....

issues are hard to be resolved but it need to be solved.. not solving would meant that the issue is still available to one person be it its stored in the  heart/brains or where ever u place them .... a friend of mine have tons of problem but he's not wanting to let go of the past... a stubborn person if u ask me..... issues are meant to be forgiven and forgotten.... Jesus died on the Cross to get our Salvation; he took all of our problems, regret, inefficiencies, dilemma & put it unto his body which was sinless to save the people that believed in him and those that didn't take HIM as their savior.

... nothing could hurt you.... if u and a friend  were to fight over a girl... its between me and a person which i think is under age to understand the meaning of true love.. he is a friend and i treat him the way i should treat a friend... 

liking some one means u know when to let go and i doubt he knows what's this...

love is undefinable as different people have different interpretation and meaning to it....

we have an argument in msn... i hate chatting through msn if i were to have an argument... we had the talk in msn and it took me rambling on & on for 3 hour straight to get him understand one issue and i doubt that what i said to him actually made into his THICK head of his.... *i have pondered whether should drill his thick skull and put my message straight to his brain*  

i put a status update on i letting go and he put it like mine.... 



I'm at a point where i don't know what else i could do but to let God do all the worrying for me... why should i bother and worry ??...

currently listening to: Days of Elijah by Hillsong