2008 is going to END !!! xD

Wow, its been a eventful 2008; filled with joyfulness and bitterness for me. One of the high points of the year 2008 was having friends like Aaron Tam, Sherene Jawing,  Jason lee Chun Jon, Daniel Sim, Abigail Sim, Vincent Lee, Philip Tan, Johnathan, Wee Xiying, Abigail Sim, Wan Si, Elaine Voon and many more Christian Fellowship members. 

Studies however wasn't that great,  it was mediocre only; studied half heartedly and it wasn't that great and all since i focused on my assignments rather then my finals... i was also lazy too back then *and i am still lazy* . Personally i do not know why I'm like this... I thank God for the good things that he have given me such as my result, knowing well that i didn't study much but with HIS grace, miracles can happen.

The other high points for the year 2008 was that i was saved in Easter *it would be a another moment for me to remember*; By a chance of chatting with My future Ministry Leader Mr. Kenny Chew Phye Ken with my course mate Michael Yao Kah Sheng in SASS. Mr. Kenny invited me to the Tony Anthony talk and i accepted Christ in that talk. He have been a father figure in my Christian life as a i grow daily and he is the source where i sometimes share my secrets or i just let go some of my frustration to him and he listen to all of my weird stories and advise me what to do and I'm forever grateful for that. Although i at times do not listen to the advise =P

One of the many high would be having many friends in Church & College, all are dear to me.  another high would be my friend brought his girlfriend which is truly amazing to me as i don't think she would come but she came anyways *praise god for that*.

Another high would be helping out in the Combined Christmas Carnival and also celebrating Christmas after my baptism on December 21 *it would be a special occasion for me to remember* ; it was an eventful event  where many people of skin and race were bargaining and looking for cheaper deals in the Cottage Sale *Yard Sale actually but want to have a high class name?? ^ ^* Many stuff were sold but there was left over and the churches finally let it go for free for people to take. 

many good stuff have been said, 

The year 2008 was also a hard time for me as controversy sworn into the ministry because of me and a fellow ministry  which was both of our fault; no one is right nor wrong in this whole incident. The thing took alot of toll on the team and also Mr Kenny as he have  to settle this; fortunately it was settled in an amicable circumstances.

and to end this BLOGPOST; i will apologize to all of my friends for any wrongdoings that i have committed in the year 2008 and i beg for forgiveness if i offend anyone in this year. Many thanks for the people that have been a blessing to me such as Mr. Kenny, Ms. Yoke Kheng, Pastor Chris, Mr. Ho Hok Seng **i hope i got it right**, Mr. Kevin, Sahaya, The Yong Family, Aaron Tam, XiYing, Chung En, Hui En and many more that have helped me.

                           May You All Have A Blessed 2009 !!!!!!

How Good is the Lord.

The Lord is Good all the Time... He is so Good

................................................He only gives the best to HIS Children in Earth;  HE do not give the worst of gift to HIS children in Earth. 

in Matthew 7: 9-11 NIV translation :  " Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children , how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! "

My result was released this week and i was pretty nervous as i hadn't really studied and furthermore before the exam was my 3D 2N camp @ MBS Rawang..... before camp i have to rush 3 assignment due on that day [ a presentation, 2 assignments ] itself in which i stayed up all night but i was pretty comprehensive whether should i go to the camp or not but i kinda feel that God was asking to go and let HIM take care of the result and all of my worries so i finished the assignments on time and also the presentation on that day it self.... then the time to go arrive and i carried my heavy luggage to college and waited to summit after doing the necessary check on the assignments and i passed it up.

The Day after camp was my first paper and i can say that i didn't study... although its a subject that do not require studying.... the next paper was more hectic and i browse through the notes and went on into the exam hall.... in which to testify, i just browse through the notes or i didn't at all.... 

result was announced or released @ 17 December which was Wednesday.....

i didn't wanna check because i was scared.... but then again... this isn't my first time worrying on results..... 

i went to college yesterday and checked my result and to my amazement, i passed all except for Consumer Behavior... no surprise  as the lectures are usually wordy based.... 

to my surprise i got 

C+ for Media Planning, Creative Strategy, News-Writing for E-Media, Mass Media Law (i fail short of getting an A in Mass Media Law but who cares... xD )

but i have to re-sit Consumer Behavior...  nothing to worry =D

small matter and i Thank God for the result... pray before the exam ....

mood: Joyful.... song mood: God is Good.

Issues

Life's pretty much screwed up...

Life's is a pain in the *** at times but u preserve through it....

issues are hard to be resolved but it need to be solved.. not solving would meant that the issue is still available to one person be it its stored in the  heart/brains or where ever u place them .... a friend of mine have tons of problem but he's not wanting to let go of the past... a stubborn person if u ask me..... issues are meant to be forgiven and forgotten.... Jesus died on the Cross to get our Salvation; he took all of our problems, regret, inefficiencies, dilemma & put it unto his body which was sinless to save the people that believed in him and those that didn't take HIM as their savior.

... nothing could hurt you.... if u and a friend  were to fight over a girl... its between me and a person which i think is under age to understand the meaning of true love.. he is a friend and i treat him the way i should treat a friend... 

liking some one means u know when to let go and i doubt he knows what's this...

love is undefinable as different people have different interpretation and meaning to it....

we have an argument in msn... i hate chatting through msn if i were to have an argument... we had the talk in msn and it took me rambling on & on for 3 hour straight to get him understand one issue and i doubt that what i said to him actually made into his THICK head of his.... *i have pondered whether should drill his thick skull and put my message straight to his brain*  

i put a status update on i letting go and he put it like mine.... 

I'm at a point where i don't know what else i could do but to let God do all the worrying for me... why should i bother and worry ??...

currently listening to: Days of Elijah by Hillsong

Heart Broken.....and many more.......

Life's been good to me at times... God have blessed me with friends that are helpful.... but then again, life's also have bad to me.... putting me in a company of friends that they do not trust me and stereotype me; i know that they stereotype me... i just move on with life as holding grudges is pretty sad if u ask me, why would i hold grudges as its not the right thing to do ??, holding grudges only make u tired only.....

I'm a forgiving person at nature, letting things is a simple thing for me without holding back any hatred to anyone , i help people without the hope of returns, many can testify that i help people without return.. i only hope for forgiveness if i offend anyone in the past, people have been stereotyping me since the first semester i entered KDU Diploma in Mass Communication. not to mention that even lecturers also stereotype me...

I just move on.... nothing can stop me from studying ....life can be said to be bitter sweet .... hence its just the way it suppose to be ... God's forgiveness is whole and my forgiveness will be the same as the Awesome One. Let go with full force !!!.... Don't be a hypocrite by holding onto grudges

there's a girl i like before but she got a boyfriend recently, i wish her all the best in her current relationship and i hope that this will last forever. Nothing more that i can wish for the lovely couple which her boyfriend is my friend as well...

one thing that i regret most is that she kinda guessed that I like her... that's the bad part i guess... but then again.. life's moves on and continues to roll forward.

I went to the camp and i get a revelation from God.

God told me to serve HIM right and not half-heartedly.

thats why i will serve HIM the best i could......


that's all from me.... its been a long time i blog. September was my last blog entry... zZzZzZz

currently listening to Healer by Hillsong United.

Exams....

sorry folks for not blogging ... *well not all read my blog anyways !!! =) I'm QUITE frank so I'll apologize first if i offend anyone in any way !!!!



Today i have one of my many re-sit exams... the most funny thing that happen is that i actually studied for a certain time *which is not me as i haven't been reading these kind of material for a certain period as i have a short attention span.

the song that I'm listening while writing this post is God of Our Yesterday which were sung by Matt Redman in the album God of Our City where Matt Redman said that god is never failing and he never let go. Which is true as he have the power to let go if he wanted but he choose to stay in Earth to complete the Mission that were given to him by His father.

Back to my exams, i went to KDU Christian Fellowship and i worship the Lord only 2 hours before my resit exams... after which i went out and studied further and hence i can say that i was prepared for it rather then last semester.

After my Re-sit exams, i have hours to burn while waiting for Mr Kenny as the both of us were supposed to go to to Our Pastor House to his daughter farewell party as she is going to England to study in Nottingham University for 10 months.